Well, I am using this as my journal because sometimes it helps to get things out and also because I have no one reading this, thank goodness! Anyway onto what this one is about, the best woman ever!
I think I have finally met her! She is honestly the most amazing woman I have ever talked to. She is easily the most beautiful girl I have ever seen and she is so kind. If I were asked to put what I feel about her on a numbered scale, I would have to refuse because for one, it is too mean to the rest of the world and two because she doesn't have a number. To give her a number would be to assume that I understand want I am feeling and I do not. I am also not just talking about her physical beauty - which she has! But I am talking about her personality too. She is so kind, I am able to speak my mind to her. You see, I have a really big heart and when I like someone, I love telling them as often as possible, I am very vocal. This can scare people away but not her! She welcomes it. Though I hope she isn't just being modest.
I met her online on January 10th. I
I met her in person on January 30th and hungout on the 31st.
I believe that when she walked towards me for the first time that her smile was genuine. I mean, that is her! Just so kind, I don't know what I was expecting, probably hurt and disappointment. But I left so happy and a little disappointed in myself for thinking otherwise. She still messages me every day
And I am going to see her again later this month. I can't wait to see how this journey goes but I am also scared.
